Monday, April 21, 2014

[Karazhan's Story] 2.12: This Fair City

     The sun was just cresting over the mountains that backed the grand city of Meridian as I reached the fork in the highway that led to the city, a commotion behind a large pile of boulders caught my attention. I paused, frowning as I gazed that direction. It really wasn't my business, whatever was going on, but at the same time, if someone was in trouble...a strangled cry for help solidified my determination and I sprinted around the large rocks, tugging off my packs and unslinging my staff as I ran. I wasn't sure what I'd find, but I wanted to be prepared just in case.

     I skidded to a stop, taking in the scene. An outlandishly colored man in fine blue and gold armor was attacking a small handful of Kelari. Two of the dark skinned elves were already motionless on the ground, and the rest were huddled behind what had to be their guard or leader, who looked like he was barely able to keep the attacker at bay. As I watched, the armored man neatly sidestepped a cautious sword strike and violently knocked the weapon out of the guard's hands. The Kelari behind him whimpered in fear and shrank back even more. Before anything else could happen, I quickly called upon my magics and quickly put a barrier between the attacker and the Kelari. Frostkeeper's Ward isn't technically an appropriate spell for this situation, but it was the first thing that popped into my head and I had to do something quickly. The man quickly backed away from the group and eyed my warily. Keeping one eye on him, I beckoned the refugees to get back. They murmured grateful praises and pleas as they all scrambled away from the threat, and hot anger coursed through me, bright and blinding. It was one thing when we were at war and to defend oneself or home, but to slay innocent women and children? Civilians? I don't think so!
     With an expert flick of a wrist, I sent a spear of ice hurtling toward the man. To my surprise, he seemed to sense the magical attack and managed to dodge the deadly projectile. I frowned. Magical attacks were hard to avoid. Obviously whoever this soldier is, he was well trained. Come to think of it, he didn't look anything like the usual sycophantic minion of Regulos; clean shaven, clear eyed, and alive.

     "Who are you and what do you want?" I demanded, conjuring up flames to surround my staff. The man warily circled around to my left and I turned to keep him in my sight, while keeping away of where the refugees were huddled. At my question, he said something under his breath I couldn't catch, and bright golden light bathed his sword. I scowled. Fine, if that's the way it is. But than the man glared at me with such disgust and loathing, and spat out, "Defiant scum, you violate everything natural in Telara." I was so taken aback by his vicious words that I only barely reacted in time to avoid his lunge. His long sword whistled through the air and just barely missed slicing my arm off by a hair's breadth. He lashed out, a kick sending me sprawling to the side and I felt hot embarrassment flush my neck as I realized that these Kelari were watching one of the Ascended heroes get their bum handed to them by some fanatical foot soldier. I used my staff to climb hastily to my feet and his sword clanged off the shaft of it. I quickly removed one hand to avoid getting sliced, and pushed outward with the other, shoving him away from me to buy more time.

     I was so used to the dead, mindless and incompetent minions of the Endless Court that this man was actually a real danger. To prove that, he swung at me again, and I had to admire his bravery and determination, even as I cursed it. Most would have run when they found they were up against an Ascended alone. I cautiously extended my attuned senses, trying to get a feel for the man's aura. If he was another Ascended, I really was in trouble. I blew a sigh of relief when I felt nothing but the mortal coil that kept the man on this plane. And then I finally recognized the insignia emblazoned across his tabard. A fisted gauntlet in silver with a beautiful star pattern on it. A Guardian! In our territory. A single Guardian here, so close to Meridian, meant a spy. Who even knew if he was the only one. Now I knew for sure I couldn't let him leave alive. Who knows what information he'd gathered on the city before attacking the band of Kelari. The man seemed to know when I finally recognized who I was up against and he smiled with no humor. A trained Guardian spy and assassin he might be, but I was an Ascended, augmented by sourcestone technology and he stood no chance against me as long as I kept my wits about me.

     I twisted my hand into the air and shouted out a spell key, and it seemed the sky darkened above us. Large chunks of ice hurtled down upon the man, dazing him and knocking him back. He shouted a curse as one smashed into his sword arm, knocking the weapon uselessly the ground. With the other hand, he drew a second blade and grimly pressed the attack. I sidestepped and stumbled, cursing the unfamiliar terrain and his single-mindedness. I hated direct physical attack. Not least because I could avoid thinking about the deaths I caused if I was a distance away from my target. Of course, being in range of an angry man with a sword was another downside, I thought in dismay as his sword sliced through the fine fabrics along my arm, leaving a shallow graze before I could pull back in time. I wet my lips and whispered another spell, feeling a headache come on from mana use. A bolt of lightning suddenly sizzled out of the air and struck the man dead center. He roared and charged at me, but fell several paces from my new position, a blackened husk. The sky seemed to clear as the spellcasting faded and I wiped perspiration off my forehead. Uneasily, I gazed down at the dead body and felt somewhat sick. I would much prefer to be attacking mindless cultists than a sane, Telaran citizen who's only fault was that he considered me an abomination and a heretic. Suddenly I was engulfed from behind and I quickly jerked around, spell on my lips, before I realized it was a young Kelari child, who had run up to hug me in thanks. Her dusk colored cheeks were dirty and streaked with tears but her eyes were shining with awe and admiration. Somehow, this made me feel even more uncomfortable.

     "Thank you! Thank you so much, stranger!" The guard/leader exclaimed, coming up and steering the girl away from me and back to her mother. I smiled wanly at him, and gestured to the body without looking. "What happened? How did this man come to attack you?" The leader looked downcast, and glanced at the two fallen Kelari. Already, several of the women had knelt by the bodies and were performing the Kelari rites of death as they helped the souls into the afterlife. "He just came out of nowhere, really! We didn't even have time to send for help or defend ourselves. Either he was laying in wait for us, or we ventured too close to his hiding spot. I can tell he's a spy, that's for sure." The man angrily kicked the body. I nodded absently and sighed. I'd better inspect him for any information just in case. I knelt down and the Kelari leader watched me curiously as I carefully riffled through the Guardian's pockets and pouches, being very careful not to actually touch the body. I didn't like the reminder that I could easily deal out such devastating death. In a hidden side pouch I retrieved a tiny, tightly rolled up scroll with the Guardian crest on it, as well as another crest I didn't recognize. I frowned somberly as I stood up, debating whether I should open the scroll and see what it held, or if I should just hand it to Lady Catari unopened when I saw her, since it no doubt pertained to official Defiant business and I haven't as yet considered myself an official part of their faction. But than again, if it was just nothing more than a list of flowers he was studying...I would feel distinctly foolish.

     Mind made up, I gently lifted the wax seal off the scroll and unrolled it. The Kelari leader pressed close eagerly and I gave him a look, walking a few steps away. He was hardly someone I'd let see such potentially sensitive information. The writing on the scroll was incredibly tiny and barely legible, the light scrawl of letters filling most of the parchment. It took me longer than I'd care to admit to decipher even if he was using the common Telaran language, since the writing was so horrible and my memory of the written word foggier than I was expecting. Which in itself was rather alarming. Was my slow comprehension due to death or was it some side effect of becoming this augmented magitech being? Was so much combat and defense and soul knowledge shoved into my brain that I would  begin to forget even basic things? I gripped the parchment tightly as an icy jolt of fear shivered down my spine, and I resolved that I would definitely spend some time in Meridian's famous library reintroducing myself to the many ancient languages and written word of Telara. I refuse to let go of my sense of self, of who I am, and my skill at research and study was something I'd always been proud of. I shook my head to focus back on the scroll and forced myself to understand what had been written. It was so frustrating, knowing I should be able to quickly read this, but not being able to. Maybe it was a symptom of having so many souls with all of their memories and knowledge locked inside. My mind was trying to comprehend so many different and outlandish cultures from the different beings that made up the soul matrix of my engineered body that my mind couldn't unravel one specific piece. That made me feel slightly better.

     "So? What's it say!" Demanded the Kelari, hovering just out of reach, curiosity brimming in his eyes. I rolled my own eyes. "Obviously it's highly classified information that should be kept to a limited number of individuals. But he was indeed a spy sent here to investigate us. I will give this to Lady Catari immediately." The man gaped at me at the mention of Asha Catari, looked dazed, as if his favorite celebrity had just walked into the room. "You know the General? Just who are you anyway?" His eyes slid down to the blackened husk of the Guardian spy and his face morphed through various expressions, the most telling of which was nervous fear. I felt a stab in the region of the my heart at that. I would never in a thousand years wish for anyone to fear me, and it made me feel very alone and saddened that a Kelari, a member of my own former people, would feel that way. I pursed my lips, keeping my face blank of the brief hurt I'd felt, and shrugged with affected casualness.

     "I'm one of the hand chosen Ascended created by Sylver. My name is Karazhan. I'm just glad I got here in time to help." I offered the words quietly, with respectful neutrality in an effort to assuage the man's sudden cautiousness toward me, and he nodded, still eyeing me sidelong. I sighed. Rather then call him out on it, I turned and headed back toward the highway, retrieving my packs and belongings that I'd dropped in my haste to help. It seems that no matter what I did, the barrier of being different, of being thought of as above even your average soldier, kept anyone from wanting to associate with me. Sharp loneliness twanged inside suddenly as I tied my pouches to my belt and slid my staff back into its harness. It's all well and good to have such power at one's fingertips. To know that you could rival the gods if you so desired, that if given time to gain experience and knowledge you might even be a challenge for the Blood Storm, but if you are forever alone in the world, what was the point? Then I snorted in dry amusement. Mayhap I needed a dog.

     "Thank you again...Karazhan." The Kelari leader offered hesitantly from the side and I turned to see all the refugees huddled together, watching me with wide, liquid-bright eyes. I tipped my head silently at them and headed for the city, trying to shake the melancholy thoughts that seemed to blanket my mind.

      I passed a signpost with indications on what each fork in the road traveled to and was mildly intrigued to realize that the highway leading to Meridian was called Way of Past Kings. I briefly wondered where that name might have come from before continuing on my way toward the city. The closer I got to the city, the more excited I was getting, and I felt almost like a child at Fae Yule. I could practically feel the emanations of ancient knowledge and magic rolling off the city wall in waves. In fact, I was so distracted by the imposing sight of the outer city walls that I literally didn't even see the two guards that stepped into my path and stumbled right into an upright, crossed spear that blocked my way forward. I blinked, and then smiled apologetically at the two men, who frowned at me. They didn't look overly alarmed or suspicious of my presence, and I was grateful that I was quite obviously wearing the Defiant colors, and carrying a Defiant issued battle stave.

     "Greetings traveler. What is your business in Meridian?" The soldier on the left inquired, politely but sharply. I gave a low, courteous bow and cleared my throat, lamenting yet again the loss of my soft, melodious elven voice. It was hard to accept the fact that I now had a gruff voice rough enough to rival that of a smoker of Creeperbrush root.

    "Hello. My name is Karazhan. I'm here with important information for La--General Catari. I am an Ascended created by Sylver. I'm also here to enjoy the sights of Meridian." I added the last part with an admiring grin as my eyes tracked back up to the impressive walls around the city. I noted the rather long stretch of flagstones and steps that led up to a landing, which then met with even more steps that disappeared from my view. I couldn't wait to actually get into the city. To be surrounded by everyday Telarans instead of soldiers, military, death, and cultists. It would be quite the welcome change. A jangle of positive emotions soared through me and I knew the other souls were in agreement. I wonder if eventually, our souls would merge into one and we'd become one individual. It was a rather alarming thought, because I didn't want to lose my individuality and sense of self, but I also felt almost as if I was missing something, each time I felt the edges of each separate soul identity that lined the soul matrix. I noticed the guards were giving me strange looks and shook my head ruefully. "Sorry, it's been a long day, and I ran across some worrying information just recently." I glanced back the way I came, and noticed that the band of Kelari refugees were slowly making their way up the highway behind me. The two legionnaires asked me a few more detailed questions to ensure I was who I claimed to be, before they were satisfied. They uncrossed their spears and watched me as I walked past.

     I glanced left and right as I finally came to a stop at the first step that led into the city itself. An interesting building had been set up to the far left, in the shade of a few large sycamore trees, and I was relieved to recognize the aura of Ascendency coming from within. I wonder if that's where the Ascended "hung out" for drinks and conversation when relaxing. It was awful tempting to head for the building instead of going up the stairs. My desire for companionship must be stronger than I thought. After my errands had been completed, I vowed to myself to come back and visit the place, which appeared to be a makeshift tavern of some sort. Perhaps erected specifically for the Ascended even, although it was rather disappointing that it was so obviously outside the city, as if the city folk wanted to distance themselves from their strange new and powerful allies, or weren't sure what to do with them. I wondered if Ascended metabolism and unique status even allowed us to become inebriated, and smirked as I imagined myself attempting that. I climbed up the multitude of steps to the first landing, distracting myself from the long climb by counting the steps. The stone was ancient and a coolness seemed to seep into my sandaled feet. It wasn't unpleasant; in fact, quite the opposite as with the sun shining directly overhead, I was beginning to feel quite warm in all this heavy fabric and armor. I couldn't wait to find some fine mage robes that were light and airy but with the same protections of armor. And I could always spell them for added enchantments and protection.

     I stopped on the landing and wiped sweat off my dark brow, taking out a waterskin and having a hefty sip. A handful of Kelari stood at the edge of the landing, talking animatedly amongst themselves. A large glowing ball of pure energy hovered at one's elbow, and I could feel the power of the being coming off it in waves and lapping at my Kelari mind. A wave of homesickness shot over me and I felt tears prick my lashes. It may not have been the most amazing of experiences, but I missed the temple in Atia where I lived. I missed being among my own kind. I even missed my own tiny little spirit that I had bonded with at a young age. Nyrtotle had been a welcoming companion on late nights as I read my way through the temple library. I tarried a moment longer and gazed longingly at the group of Kelari, but I didn't want them becoming annoyed at me for eavesdropping so eventually with a heavy sigh I continued up the last bout of steps. These were longer and steeper, and I was definitely feeling overwarm when I finally reached the top. Immediately I sought out some shade and hovered by the second wall that seemed to divide the inner workings of the city from the military aspect of it. As I cooled down, I watched as, in a large open field nearby, a group of young aspiring warriors strove to copy the moves being performed by their teacher. Several training dummies had been set up along the edge of the field, and a few archers decked out in impressive leathers were firing arrows into the targets. From this distance I couldn't tell if they were Ascended or not, and I didn't have the energy to find out magically, so I stood and watched passively. Presently I noticed the ground was shaking in a regular, gentle rhythm and glanced around. No one else seemed to be taking much notice of this, and I tried to not look so obviously concerned as I sought out the source of the thumping. A large construct lumbered into view from the inner city, followed closely by a woman in a long robe. She had on a pair of goggles similar to what I remember Sylver wearing, and carried a scroll in one hand in which she made vigorous notes, every once in a while glancing up to keep an eye on the construct. I watched them proceed past with interest.

     The city was bustling with activity, like a kicked beehive, and there were men and women dashing to and fro constantly, weaving amongst the many carts, animals, and processions of soldiers that seemed to be a constant. I could practically feel the weight of the history that Meridian had witnessed, and I hoped they had a large section on recent historical events so I could finally catch up on everything since my death and resurrection. Every once in a while I caught the tail aura of a powerful Ascended and would notice a flashy horse or other saddled beast prance by, the Ascended seated straight and majestic on its back. I was quite impressed by the diversity represented in Meridian. There were Eth, Bahmi, Kelari, even a few Dwarves and Mathosians, all mingling amongst each other with little or no outward reaction of distrust. The only stir was when an Ascended rode or walked through, and it was hardly worth noting. Meridian was quite inured to the idea of Ascended by now. This was definitely a city I could find my place in. I even spent a whimsical moment imagining myself settling into the residential area, going to the market, and plying my gifts to those in need. Which got me thinking of what my gifts actually would be, and I knew that I'd love to be able to help others as well as keep practicing my magics and Ascended powers. Definitely a healer than, although I was already thinking up ways of modifying it and augmenting it with my weather magic so I wouldn't lose the ability to defend myself if the need arose. And I'm quite sure it would, and often. Right, time to find Asha Catari and let her know of the serious happenings in the Scarred Mire, as well as my recent brush with the Guardians. This new interaction with that fanatical faction of Telara hadn't given me any more of a better opinion of them. They were just as fanatical and zealous as they had been in the future, which was rather disappointing, because I was hoping Telara would be better united and prepared to face the Blood Storm threat this second time. You'd think that we would have learned something from history during the Blood Storm Wars.
     After asking a passing centurion where Asha Catari's command center was (and having to explain to the suspicious woman why I wanted to know), I set off for one of the arched openings that sporadically interrupted the second walled edifice located past the plaza.

     "First time in Meridian, huh?" The voice, off to my right, caused me to swing around with an embarrassed expression. A man was sitting idly in the shade by a large planar porticulum. I moved closer so we weren't in the way of city traffic and chuckled.

    "I'm that obvious?" I asked ruefully. The man grinned and shrugged. He was a dark skinned Eth with fine wrinkles around his eyes and mouth and grey speckled in his hair.

     "Only to those who are paying attention, don't worry kid." I rolled my eyes at being called 'kid', but grinned back. "But hey, don't let the judgment of others get in the way of your enjoying the sights. Meridian sure is an amazing marvel and you should definitely explore around and become more familiar with her. You're entitled to, after your heroic efforts for Telara." I squinted my eyes with hesitant wariness at that last bit, wondering suddenly how he would know I was an Ascended. He waved a casual hand at my intense scrutiny. "Relax kid. You don't need to be so suspicious. After observing the Ascended in the city, I'm pretty confident I can spot one on sight now. Sorry if that freaked you out a bit though. But go, explore what the city has to offer. And hey, if you're feeling really brave, go say hello to Sylver Valis. He loves meeting the Ascended. But I will warn you, he's been known to blow up his lab on occasion." I snickered, imagining Sylver Valis deep in his natural element, excited over the smallest new invention like a child on Fae Yule.

     "Thank you sir, I shall do that." I waved at him as I wandered back into the stream of the crowd moving toward the command center, and was happy to be in out of the hot sun when I entered the cool stone archway that led downward. The command center smelled slightly of old stone and mildew, which would be expected I suppose, and the din of voices drew me around a few turns and twists until I entered a large, open room with multiple levels. A railing encircled a deeper, inner room below, and stairs led up to a hallway that encircled the room. It was lit with sourcestone lamps and constructs to the point that it hardly seemed dimmer than outside. I spotted Asha Catari immediately, as her unusual garb and the tall, strange looking beast looming over her seemed to draw the eye. As I drew closer, I slowed my step when I recognized the others standing around her as well from my time in the disastrous future timeline. Rhan Chuluun was eyeing Anthousa Mona with a jaundiced eye, while she just looked irritated. The monstrous being standing a few feet behind Lady Catari gave me a hard look before it seemed to dismiss me as no threat and went back to watching her with a strangely fond expression. How...odd.

     "Oh look, another Ascended!" Asha exclaimed with genuine pleasure when I was abreast of the group. I gave a low sweeping bow to her, and a formal nod to Rhan and Anthousa. It was disconcerting, to say the least, to look upon Anthousa Mona and have her not recognize me as even a Kelari, let alone as Karazhan Anthanos.

     "Greetings, lady." I said formally. I felt that the familiarity I'd had with her in the future wouldn't be as obvious here, as the end of the world tended to make one forget such silly things as rank and name and nobility. "I come with news from Freemarch. Specifically, the outpost in the Scarred Mire. Also, I had a worrying run in with a Guardian spy on my way to the city." As Asha's expression grew increasingly grave, I relayed all that I had seen and heard since leaving the Kelari Refuge what seems like weeks ago.

     When I finally finished my report, Asha cupped her elbow with one hand and tapped her lips, a worried frown between her large almond eyes. ""You say you took care of this scout then? Good. It worries me that others may have been able to return to Sanctum with information but at least this one in particular hasn't made it. And I must admit that while unsettling, the news about Jakub isn't new to me. I've been receiving quite a few distressing reports mentioning similar findings from other Ascended and soldiers. I fear we will need all the able bodies we can get to fight off Alsbeth and her new pet."
     She took a breath and than looked me over, with a more appraising look. "I think it's important that you familiarize yourself with our headquarters. Unfortunately, I'm much too busy myself to escort you, as much as I'd love to pick your brain over the events in that future timeline, but you are a resourceful sort and should have no trouble finding your way around Meridian. Settle yourself into the city, maybe even see if you'd care to make it a permanent residence? It would certainly be beneficial to have as many Ascended as we can living within the city walls to help bolster its defenses should the need arise." I nodded thoughtfully. I'd already planned on touring the city, and was excited to see what kind of research was being conducted by Sylver and his colleagues, and the idea of having an apartment in the city definitely appealed to me. It was better than feeling like a drifter that just moved from place to place, which is how I'd been thinking of myself of late.

     So off I ventured to check out the sights of Meridian. To my surprise, I bumped into the lord and lady of Todrin Estate, and had the unfortunate task of explaining to them that their beloved home had been turned into a cultist nest while they were away at the capital. Lord Olangden was so angered he swore he was going to march out there this instant and put an end to them, which wouldn't have been a smart idea. Thankfully his wife pointed that out so I didn't have to. I than spent a few minutes listening to them reminisce about their time at their sprawling estate, which then segued into a story about how they met.

     "My lady and I fell in love when we both were after the same volume of History's Greatest Wars in Meridian's fantastic library. We are both extensively schooled in military strategy you know. We advice General Catari on day to day military enquiries." I nodded along with Lord Olangden, even though he'd already mentioned this earlier.

     "Well if you will excuse me, I must go find myself some proper robes and perhaps something hot to eat." I finally said, just to get away from the chatty couple, although I realized I actually was quite hungry after I said it. "Thank you for the information, and I hope to see you again under better circumstances." I finished, and after waving goodbye, went in search of some tasty treats. There was a whole row of merchants and outdoor market stands along the wall in the shade to my delight and I lost track of time as I perused them all.

    "Oh yes thank you, this cloak looks lovely!" I exclaimed when one merchant held out a cloak of fine damask silk for me to look over. I felt along the edge and was happy to realize that the thread had been spelled for protection and endurance. "This is perfect, how much?"

     "For you Ascended, the small price of 20 platinum." The merchant responded easily, and my eyes almost popped out of my head. 20 platinum??? What did she think, that I was rich simply because I was an "Ascended hero". I managed to haggle the price down, as well as trade a few of the precious baubles I'd squirreled away from my journey so far, and came away feeling satisfied, the weight of the beautifully edged cloak a comfortable presence at my back. At other stands I tasted a roast fowl kebob that was so delicious, I was tempted to purchase more, before wisdom prevailed and I realized I had to keep a tight leash on my coin if I still wanted to purchase myself some lodgings here. I had no idea what the sale price was on apartments in the city, but I was hoping that my title would earn me some favor, despite the fact that I felt uncomfortable using it as a bargaining chip.

    After visiting a real estate agent, I came away feeling almost guilty, because I had actually been given a plot of land outside of Meridian! Something to call my very own. I was over the moon excited when handed the keys, and eager to check it out, but first I went to visit Sylver Valis and his trusty assistant Stavel in the College of Planar Studies.

     "Sylver!" I cried with genuine happiness when I entered his personal "lab" of sorts in the Planar Studies building. He started and a strange whirring noise began. I noticed Stavel off to one side and waved at him as well. Stavel turned, gave me a blank look, and then an exasperated look when he turned back to Sylver, just in time for the nalthema elf to grab me by the arm and drag my surprised self behind a crate of mechanical parts. "Wha--?" I began, before a loud bang shook the room and a cloud of red smoke wafted over me. I blinked. "Uh...was that m fault?" I offered sheepishly as we all three stood up and Sylver cheerfully dusted himself off. He cocked his head at me, and I couldn't help but grin at seeing his ridiculous goggles again and his garishly colored outlandish outfit. He certainly hadn't changed since I'd first met him in the future. Sylver contemplated me a moment silently.

     "I'm sorry lovely lady, but have we met? You seem familiar, but I'm not sure where..." he trailed off and turned to Stavel for support. The Ethian man shrugged. I slapped my forehead. "Right, I forgot! You wouldn't know me because it hasn't happened yet. Although it won't ever happen now, hopefully...I hope it doesn't anyway....I think I averted it...." I muttered as I tried to work out the confusing mess that was time travel and alternate timelines. Stavel just looked more confused, but Sylver flipped his goggles up and peered closely into my eyes. "Great sun, you're one of those Ascended I created when the world was ending, aren't you? What a beautiful specimen, fine structure, the matrix looks solid." He danced around me, sudden energy visible in his movements, while I stood still and endured his attention. It was so similar to how he behaved in the alternate timeline that I wasn't even bothered. Stavel rolled his eyes with a huff, muttered something about exploding experiments, and walked back to the giant contraption that had exploded. I spared a moment of guilty concern about the machine, and really hoped that I hadn't accidentally damaged it when I'd startled Sylver, but he didn't seem overly worried. Of course I remember that things blowing up was a common occurrence to him after all.
     "You, my dear, are a fantastic marvel of science and magic and sourcestone! Of course, so are all of the other Ascended machineborn I've supposedly created." His shoulders slumped slightly. "Alas, I just wish I had actually done it, instead of a future me. I feel like I'm being praised for someone else's work. Which is silly of course, but...oh you know what I mean!" I nodded slowly, because I actually did know what he meant. "I am working on a new way of augmenting an already existing Ascended, to further their...well your....powers and have you rival the gods themselves! I need to do something to prove myself in this timeline, after all. Can't have my alternate self showing me up!" He danced away, laughing almost crazily, and I wondered idly how often he got away from his workshop, because he could obviously do with some down time. It was obvious that the miraculous success of crafted Ascended that his alternate self performed was bothering him more than he wanted to admit, and it made me sad that he felt he needed to further prove himself. In a way, he felt almost like a father figure to me, since perversely, he was my creator, and I couldn't help but feel a familial concern. Which, when I thought about it too deeply, was incredibly creepy.

    "So, how are you enjoying our fair city, eh?" Sylver shot at me as he continued to tinker with the magitech device in the center of the room. I sidled up behind him and watched with interest as he played with sourcestone levels, gears, and panels, occasionally eliciting angry beeps and whirs from the machine.

     "It's quite the lovely city actually! So very different from home, that's for sure. Loud and busy. I'm very interested in the innovations the Defiants have added to it, like the laser guns, the construct guards, and the mechanical drones in the training fields! I haven't had much exposure to magitech and technomancy, but it definitely looks fun and exciting." Stavel gave me a long look, as if thinking 'oh great, another nutjob scholar/scientist', and I grinned impishly at him. He wrinkled his nose before Sylver's demand for a calculus wrench drew his attention back.

     "Well, if it's science and technomancy you've an interest in, you've definitely come to the right part of town." Sylver mumbled as he worked. He gestured vaguely upward, toward the upper level of the room, where the walls were lined with interesting scrolls and dozens of different, glowing gadgets. Men and women bustled to and fro, reading scrolls, checking sourcestone levels, and discussing probability figures for rifts and planes. "There are plenty of scientists and scholars who would love an assistant, if you're sincere, and I can point you to a few guilds that focus on the scientific aspects of sourcestone. Fighting back against the cultists and the dragons doesn't have to be all about the physical smash and kill that others enjoy." He straightened up, wiped glowing oily gloves on a dirty rag, and squinted at a pressure gauge set into the artifact.

     "Wow, thank you, that's exactly what I wanted to hear!" I exclaimed, feeling excitement bubble up. Already I was thinking of how I would apply to one of those guilds, and what I could bring to their order, as well as what I would like to gain from them. "I've finished most of what I meant to accomplish in Meridian actually, and was heading over to view my new lodgings before I went back to worrying what that dratted Alsbeth was up to. Lady Catari requested that I offer my aid to the Defiant legionnaires on the front lines against the Endless Court. Cursed abominations, they seem to always spring up like cockroaches whenever there's a flux in the Ward. I had heard it was all but broken this time, though. Something to do with these Guardians." I trailed off as Sylver was staring fondly off into space for several moments. "Are you okay?" I asked.

     He blinked back to himself and turned to me with a gleam. "Oh yes. You've been to see the beautiful Asha, then?" He added, and it sounded more like a statement than a question, but I nodded. His look grew even more sappy, if possible. "She is an amazing woman, no? So full of life and courage. She survived a direct brush with Regulos you know? Even came away from it with some pretty impressive powers over death magic." The awe in his voice was so thick I almost replied with something sarcastic, but I knew it wasn't a fair thing to make fun of an infatuation. We can't help who we fall in love with, although I've heard enough about Asha Catari to know she'd have no interest in Sylver. Her heart belonged to someone else. It was all very tragic actually. Stavel gave his mentor a pained look, then glanced at me, and I nodded. We both understood not to crush his hopes too harshly. It wasn't up to me to stomp on his dreams.

     "Well, you've certainly given me some promising advice, Sylver, and I appreciate it." I said finally. "I'm definitely going to see about making a name for myself here. I am proud to be chosen as a Defiant Ascended and woe our enemies who think to take Telara from us." I said, rather dramatically, but it seemed to do the trick, lightening Sylver's mood. he beamed at me with fatherly pride, and patted my hand.
     "Child, I've no doubt you will be a force to be reckoned with, and even Regulos will tremble when the time comes to face the destroyer himself."

     Back outside in the sunlight, I squinted and considered what else I'd like to accomplish while in the city. Oh yes, the library! How could I have forgotten? I quickly made my way to the central Foyer building, where I'd been told the library was, eager to get a peek at all that knowledge written on scrolls and tomes and parchments. I'd definitely missed the joy of a good book on a chilly evening. Inside, the building was lit with eldritch light, and many red robed scholars and acolytes scurried about the place, each with a determined air. I took a deep breath and could smell the scent of old pages. It felt like coming home, and a pang of loss hit me again. I wonder if I'd ever get over the loss of my home, my old life, and then I wondered whether that would be a good thing or not anyway. Shouldn't one remember their roots?

     "Ooooh, wow!" Was the first thing out of my mouth when I stepped inside the foyer of the main capital building. It was quite the sight. The ceiling soared high above my head, and even squinting, I couldn't make out how many floors and balconies I could see high up there. The walls were lined with row upon row of books. Many robed individuals strode around the spacious area with determined airs. A woman in a beautiful flowery dress was discussing something intently with a man and a woman holding hands, who couldn't seem to avoid giving each other sappy looks every two seconds, while a hard-looking Kelari man with scars all down his arms stood to one side and discussed a large map laid out on a table with two other Kelari. Both wore tabards and insignias in red and gold but bore marks I didn't recognize. Perhaps members of a certain guild here in the city? The smell of old parchment and sourcestone was sharp and I took deep breaths, feeling giddy. How absolutely amazing! I could literally spend hours in here reading these books! Just to prove my point, I scurried over to the wall and began reading titles: A History of the Eth, The Day the Rifts Came, Exodus, A Prison for a Dragon. Even just those few titles I read made me itch to sit down and read them all. Knowledge is power, in a mage's world, and I felt that especially applied to a mage who had been resurrected and dropped into what amounted to an unknown world with an unknown future. Hells, I didn't even have a firm grasp of past events! I went in search of a librarian or a scholar to ask about borrowing books from the library, and was delighted to find that I could indeed take books from the library as long as I returned them in a reasonable time and didn't damage them. I signed my name off on a few of the books that hinted at events of the past twenty years and ensconced myself at a sourcestone-lit table in a corner, content to sit and indulge myself in one of my favorite pastimes.

Friday, April 18, 2014

[Rogue Soul] V: Nightblade

 The Soul of a Nightblade
 
The Nightblade Soul plays a part in these purposes:
  •  Huntsman (Ranged DPS)-3pts
  • Nightstalker (Melee DPS)-61pts
  • Veteran Huntsman (Ranged DPS)-3pts *Requires lvl 40*
 
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*Bonus Mastery: Each point spent in the Nightblade tree increases damage by 1%.
 
Type of Soul
Offensive

Description
 A deadly agile rogue who utilizes the planar magic of fire and death to deal our damage wherever they lay their blades. They have the ability to stalk and quickly eliminate their foes before the enemy even knows they are there.
40 pt Talent
Flame Blitz              18 energy       Instant cast
Deals additional fire dmg per combo point to up to 5 enemies. If target is affected by rogue's Fiery Spike, has 20% chance of applying Fiery Spike to all enemies hit.
Legendary Flame Blitz
Deals additional fire dmg up to 5 targets. If the primary target doesn't have 5 stacks of Fiery Spike, 5 stacks are applied to all affected targets. If the primary target does have 5 stacks, dmg is increased by 40%.
61 pt Root Ability
Dark Descent          10 energy      Instant cast
Cooldown: 30sec.   Self buff       No GC
The rogue's next 3 finishers do not consume combo points. Lasts 15 sec.
Legendary Dark Descent
The Rogue's next 6 finishers don't consume combo pts. Lasts 15s. After the effect ends, your finishers refund 5 combo pts. for 15s. While active, your finishers don't consume Emptiness granted by Legendary Dusk Strike.
Main Weapons
Daggers

History

Only those who deal in the shadows know the name of Clan Zardonis. For ages the clan's ruthless regime of physical training produced the finest murderers and cutthroats. Their teachings shunned the arcane art as weak and unreliable, but one young upstart proved them wrong.
Acacia was the finest disciple of her generation and mastered the art of the veiled blade at a young age. Yearning for more power, she studied the arcane in secret, experimenting in the shadows and growing more lethal with every passing season. For almost a decade the young woman ruthlessly enforced her clan's will by night and pored over eldritch tomes by the dim light of dawn.
In the winter of the 22nd year, Clan Zardonis took a contract to ruin a family of wealthy Mathosian traders. Such a large endeavor required the clan to dispatch many of its finest killers, Acacia included, on a midnight raid on the trader's compound. The clan didn't realize it's folly until the assault was well under way, for they faced not fat merchants, but the mages of the Abyssal cult and within moments found themselves tightly bound by chains of planar energy. Of course the Abyssal didn't expect a foe with knowledge so similar to their own and were completely unprepared when Acacia slipped from the shadows, cold flame dancing on her daggers. A whirlwind of fire and steel, she moved through the cultists, her blades piercing magical wards and flesh alike. With the spell of binding broken, the assassins of Clan Zardonis were free to exact their revenge and by dawn not a single cultist remained among the living.
Saved from the brink of annihilation, the assassins embraced Acacia's power and made it their own. Over the decades to come, Clan Zardonis flourished, spreading their teachings to a new generation of rogues, who became known as masters of shadow and flame.

Strengths

Stealth and proficiency with weapons means that a Nightblade quickly and silently from the shadows, while their knowledge of arcane planar magic makes them ideal in dealing out a wide variety of damage.

Weaknesses

Since Nightblades rely on the element of surprise and being able to deal quick precise killing blows, they end up in trouble during a lengthy battle. They are more suited to sneak attacks or hit and run tactics.
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Thursday, April 17, 2014

[Raeslyn's Story] 3.7: The Beast of Greybriar Hollow

      The crack of dawn saw me preparing to head out and do some hunting around Greybriar Hollow. I wasn't sure if I was hoping that the barghests there were this "Beast" I'd been told about or not. On the one hand, that meant that something powerful was twisting these creatures into unnatural predators and I had no idea how to stop it, but I could easily kill the creature and be done with it. If the barghest alpha isn't the one making off with Gloamwood citizens, than I was back to square one of this mystery with no real information on where to find it and what it even was. Oh joy.

     I wasn't an expert tracker by any sense of the word, but my mentor had made sure to teach me how to recognize track and spoor. So it was obvious before I'd even found the creature's den that there were quite a few of the animals roaming around in the hollow. Which was unusual. Barghests were rather solitary creatures, preferring to hunt their prey solo. I crouched at the base of a dark tree, peering through the foliage at the dark mouth of a cave and the barghest males that were prowling around in front of it. They weren't acting at all like normal wild predators. Idly, I plucked a moon blossom bud that was growing by the tree root and chewed on a petal. Moon blossoms were known for their potent healing properties as well as other, more amorous attributes. They didn't usually grow so abundantly in forest areas though. Funny, seeing them in Gloamwood.

     I chewed the blossom as I sat there silently. No doubt the alpha was down in the cave. I could wait here for it to come out, but that seemed rather tedious and I wasn't a very patient person to begin with. Who knows how long it would take for the alpha to stir itself from its lair, especially if the others had dragged food in for it. If I wanted to go in after it though, I'd have to get by those pups out front. They didn't look all that mature, listlessly roving in front of the cave, but they were still quite large and weighed quit a bit. I'd no wish to tangle with them if I could avoid it. I haven't tried my shadow melding trick on an animal yet, and wondered if it would work. Beasts had heightened senses. Well, time to find out! I didn't want to be waiting around here all day. Mentally I turned over the switch that would allow me to basically become invisible to the naked eye. Don't ask me how it really works, I've no idea. It's just like, I knew the ability was there and I just had to reach out mentally and access it. It required a lot of concentration though and I could only hold it for a certain amount of time before the strain became too much and the pain in my head forced me to drop the stealth, becoming visible again. Sometimes it happened at the most inconvenient time, although I'd noticed that I could hold it for longer lately. Maybe it was like exercising a muscle. After I confirmed that I was indeed camouflaged, I crept on silent toes from shadow to shadow, staying near the trees as I snuck up on the cave. A few of the barghest pups stopped and sniffed the air, growling in confusion and staring in my direction, and I stopped, holding my breath. I would rather not kill them if I could help it. The alpha was no doubt twisted and mutated and seemed to have some influence over this younger pack and my hopes were once I'd done away with it, the rest of the creatures would just naturally drift off back into their solitary existence and cease to be a threat to the town. That was my hope anyway. If it turned out otherwise, I'd have to slay them as well, and I hoped that Tavril forgave me for that.

     I stopped by the edge of the cave opening and peered inside, feeling the strain of holding myself invisible in the shadows start to wear at the edges of my mind. A strange mist seeped out of the cave and crawled over the ground like a living thing, and the smell of death and darkness was heavy on the air. Yep, something was definitely wrong here. Many pawprints were beaten into the soft earth of the cave's floor, and I searched for any larger ones. There was one set of prints that was twice the size or more of the pups that seemed a few days old, entering only. I couldn't find where the set had left the cave, so I had confirmation that the alpha barghest was still in the cave, unless there was another way out. Well, only one way to find out. I stepped into the darkness of the cave, dropping the invisibility as I left the immediate view of the pups outside. Immediately, it was as if a pressure lifted from my mind and I rubbed at my temple irritably. Being chosen by the gods shouldn't be so hard, I complained to myself. Unsheathing my two longest and sharpest daggers, I crept further into the cave, tense and wary for any sudden attacks.

     I wasn't exactly sure what I was expecting in the barghest alpha, but what I did see certainly surprised me. The creature was huge. Like half the size of my horse huge! It was gray, like all barghest, but this one's skin was a strange, sickly color, like curdled milk almost. It also had bright red eyes that seemed lit by some inner fire. All in all, it was very creepy. The monstrosity was sitting on its haunches lapping at a puddle of liquid. Unfortunately, the puddle was a result of a body laying to one side. After looking more closely in the gloom, I realized with relief that the body was actually that of a goblin, not some poor ravaged innocent townsperson like I feared. Despite that, the beast wasn't just some innocent animal. I was deeply saddened, but it would have to be destroyed so that it wouldn't ever be a threat to the town. I sighed, considered how best to kill it with the least amount of suffering. Heart or throat would be best, I just had to see how to go about that without getting myself mauled in the meantime. As I considered my options, the monstrous beast heaved itself to its feet and sniffed the air, turning its massive head as if trying to catch an elusive scent. Great, now it could smell me. Slowly, it began padding closer to my shelter, still sniffing the air with loud snuffling sounds. I shifted to the side as it drew nearer, readying myself for the attack. I had to time it just so. I bolted out of my spot in the shadows, lunging with all my strength. One dagger sank to the hilt into the beast's fur right behind the front leg, where I knew the heart was located. The barghest yelped in surprised pain and thrashed. It sank large canines into the arm I was using to try to keep it from biting my face off, but thankfully it wasn't deep and before it could get a better hold in which to rip my arm off, death reached it and faltered, sinking heavily to the cavern floor with a last hateful snarl. Its eyes seemed to glare at me accusingly and I gently pulled my dagger out, closing its dark eyes. Another creature of Tavril, mutated and twisted by the evil running rampant throughout Telara. Outside, an unearthly howl took up, and I spun, listening intently and praying that the pack wasn't seconds away from bursting in here and devouring me whole in revenge. After several tense moments, I gathered the shadows around myself as a cloak and vanished from sight, leaving behind the still cooling body of the barghest alpha.

     I cautiously backtracked out of the hollow and jogged back to the main highway that dissected Gloamwood. Glancing around to catch my bearings, I realized that I was actually conveniently close to that second altar that Duskenleaf wanted me to investigate. Since I was still feeling off about having to slay the alpha barghest, I marched in that direction, hoping to have some solid information on what was happening in the wood. I poured some clean water on my daggers to get the blood off as I walked.

     Quite suddenly I came across another Waykeeper's camp. They seemed to be everywhere here in the wood. An old wooden sign pointing toward the camp proclaimed that this was Tearfall Run. Interesting name, if a bit dark. A tall man with hard eyes carrying a torch stood guard by the path, peering suspiciously into the gloom. Whene he caught sight of me, he gave me a sharp appraisal before stepping forward, seemingly unafraid.

     "Afternoon, ma'am." He said politely, but in frosty tones. I nodded at him in return. "What brings you to Tearfall Run?" He asked, getting straight to the point. I could respect that.

     "I've been sent by Gwyddon Duskenleaf in Gloamwood Pines to investigate a dark matter. There is supposed to be a sacred forest altar here that I need to commune with." I held myself in a neutral stance, hands away from my daggers. No sense in provoking the local authority. The man continued to stare at me for a moment, as if trying to judge the truthfulness of my statement, before grunting and gesturing further up the path.

    "Well, I reckon there's an old forest altar up there aways, behind the camp I think. Always been there as far as I can recall. Might be what your lookin' for?" I followed his pointing finger with my eyes and nodded again.
     "Yes, that sounds like it. Thanks." I tacked on the last as an afterthought, trying to be polite. He grunted again, eyes still narrowed at me. "See you don't cause no trouble, you hear? Keep them daggers to yourself while in this camp." I gave him a jaunty salute as I headed up the path. Yep, same old trustworthy Waykeepers.
     "Hey wait!" The man suddenly called and I tensed, stopping but not turning around.
     "Yes?"
     "You haven't seen a young dwarf bumbling around out there on the road have you?" He asked, seemingly a random question. I turned around and arched an eyebrow. "I think his name was Scotty." The man continued, and I felt my mouth fall open. "He ran off with my spare torch, the darn idiot." The man scowled, looking back out at the road, and I tried to rein in my shock. Scotty, here? What on Telara was that foolish dwarf up to here in Gloamwood? I really hope he hadn't gotten into trouble again. To the man I said, "Nope, haven't seen any dwarves. Tough luck on your torch, though. I'll keep an eye out." I turned back around and continued on to the camp. Whereupon I stopped in renewed shock. Someone I hadn't seen since I'd defeated the Avatar of Regulos on Thedeor Field, Brother Jebiah, was sitting, cool as you please, in the center of the camp, deep in conversation with a young elf. He had that same fanatical look as back then, and I shook my head in amazement. How on earth did he end up here of all places? By no means was he my favorite dwarf and I skirted around him, hoping he wouldn't notice me. Alas, seeing as how I was a newcomer to the camp, and a stranger to boot, everyone seemed to focus on me. I sighed as Jebiah raised himself to his short height and approached me. Great.

     "Be wary, rogue." Jebiah said, voice full of righteous wrath and censor, saying the word rogue like I was a dirty cultist or something. I worked to keep my face neutral. He was a heroic fighter during that battle, after all, must remain respectful. "Sin can be found everywhere. If you hope to be saved from the cleansing fire, renounce evil in all its forms!" Jebiah continued, pointing a large finger at me. I gave the finger a scowl, but stayed silent and moved past him. Right, whatever you say, crazy dwarf.

    The altar was located at the base of an old tree, and looked like an exact replica of the other one, complete with old, overgrown surface. The Waykeepers all regarded me curiously as I approached and I tried to tune them out. It was distracting knowing I had an audience for this. I knelt down by the altar, whispering a prayer to Tavril. I stretched out my hand and laid it on the altar's surface, and immediately my hand grew warm, the wood vibrating with strong magic just like before. Behind me, I could collective gasps as the glowing form of Laria appeared, the bright golden light shining like a beacon in the gloom. I bowed to her formally and she smiled when she saw me.
     "Welcome Raeslyn! It's good to see you again." She said, her voice warm and soothing. "You have come for more information, I trust. Since you reawakened my memories, I began to explore this wood again, so changed by the rifts it is! In my wanderings, I found a momento of my past, a keepsake of my mother's. Someone hid it in the Millrush Pond for reasons I know not. Athana's crystal should not have just been left there for anyone to stumble across. It's power is not dimmed by time." She hummed to herself as she took something from around her neck and held it out to me. The item was a large, beautiful white crystal. It hummed with divine power, so strong that I itched to hold it. Laria looked sad as she stared at it. "Athana's crystal shard...so many times I watched my mother use this in rituals to commune with the forest. Holding this again fills me with a strength I feared was lost forever." I nodded. Laria drifted toward me and I held myself still as she gently placed the crystal around my neck. "I gift this to you, Raeslyn, to aid you in your quest to heal Gloamwood. I sense the power within you, and I believe you will do many great things for Telara. My mother would have wanted this." I felt like I should protest. After all, it was all she had left of her mother...but the soothing power of the crystal washed over me and I felt so light and peaceful. So instead, I nodded dreamily. Laria slowly drifted from view, and I shook my head.

     "Wait, Laria!" I cried. "What is going on with the wood? How do I put an end to the dark curse on the forest?" But she just shook her head, looking sad, and disappeared. I slammed my fist on the altar in frustration. Another useless lead. At least with the crystal, maybe I could find something else out, or feel the different energies. Who knows. I stood up wearily, ignoring the way the Waykeepers of Tearfall Run parted from me, staring with awe-filled looks as I walked back to the road and trudged down the highway toward Gloamwood Pines, once again with no real lead on what was going on in Gloamwood. I was nearly ready to believe that the wood would always just be this way, dark and oppressive and malevolent, but I'd seen something in Laria's eyes. A fear of something. She might not know what was happening, but she knew it was something that needed to be stopped.

     As I entered the town gates, the Waykeepers all stopped and waved at me respectfully, and I spared a moment to give them annoyed looks as I passed. Psh, so now they decide I'm something worth being respectful to. After I've done all the hard work of making them safe. Figures. After wandering around town and not finding that tracker Drusk, I gave up and just reported the death of the barghest alpha to Marshal Oakheart, who saluted me and gave me a hefty bag of coin in return for my "services". I felt a bit uncomfortable accepting it, but I was low on funds and new weapons and protective clothing wasn't going to buy itself. Oakheart clapped me on the shoulder and grinned. "I knew you'd come through, Raeslyn. It seems that we can always count on you to get a job done! With this threat ended, peace should return to Gloamwood Pines. The townsfolk will hopefully rest easy once again. The mayor may have been reluctant about having the Guardians in Gloamwood, but he can't argue with results!" I mumbled something along the lines of agreeing, and was about to walk off when he hailed me back.

    "Say, Raeslyn, would you do me a favor, while your here? It would be an awful big weight off my mind if you looked into this, seeing how successful you've been so far with the handling of things."

    "Sure, Marshal. What did you need me to do?" I asked, walking back up to the large armored man. I mean, why not. I've helped every other bloody person in this gods forsaken forest so far. Besides, he was a member of the Guardians and an officer. I wasn't exactly sure what my rank in the Guardians was, but it seemed beyond rude to refuse.

     "Thanks, Raeslyn. I knew I could count on you! A short time ago, I sent a platoon to guard a priestess of the undead in northern Gloamwood. She's working on a ritual against death magic-which as you know is a potent tool for our enemies. I haven't heard from them, or her, in a while and I fear the worst. Could you look into it?"
     I frowned. If he hasn't heard from them, they were likely dead or some other gruesome fate has befallen them, but I kept silent, seeing as Oakheart still held out hope. So instead, I shrugged. "Sure, Marshal, I can go check up on them if you need me to. It's easier for me, alone, to travel safely, without a whole entourage to alert the enemy in the forest. And I can handle any threat." I grinned cockily and the Marshal chuckled.
     "Be that as it may, you rash young rogue, be careful! Her name is Fiona Leore and you can find her out by Tearfall Run, I do believe. That is where the last communication came from, anyway. She's a young Mathosian woman wearing a dark robe, last we saw her." I rolled my eyes. Tearfall Run? Really? I literally just came from there. Running Oakheart's description through my mind, I actually was even pretty sure I'd seen her at the Waykeeper's camp, now that I think about it. Or at least, I think that was her. The woman at the camp didn't look too pleased, though. I guess I'd better go back there and make absolute sure it was actually this Fiona woman before I put Oakheart's mind at ease that she was alive and well. Funny though, I hadn't seen any Guardians at the camp.

     I stopped at the Inn to have some spiced wine and a hearty stew that tasted delicious. I even indulged myself with a slice of apple pie afterward. Feeling full and satisfied, I went outside to a cleared area to practice some moves with my daggers to keep myself sharp. My mentor always nagged me that I had to train every day or my mind would grow dull and stagnant and I would be easier to overcome. Being Ascended made me nearly invincible, but habits die hard, and besides, I still remembered my 'death' at Overwatch Keep.

     Even though it was getting on toward evening and the dark shadows of the forest were lengthening and darkening, I walked back out to Tearfall Run. My augmented eyes could see just as clearly at night as they could during daylight hours, so the darkness didn't bother me, and anything that felt brave enough to assault my deceptively waifish form would soon find that I was not some easy victim to go silently into the night.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

[Lore] XXV: The Endless Court


   From the purest child to the vilest criminal, the normal reaction to a threat of destruction of one's world inspires fear, hatred, retaliation, even protection. However, there are those who fall outside of these categories, who are so twisted and perverse that the world's destruction would seem a blessing, not a curse, and from among their number come the members of the Endless Court. Promised a place in Regulos's dark realm, they trade breath, flesh, and blood for the lure of power over the undead.
     The Endless Court is said to have begun as a collaboration of the forces of two very powerful figures in the time of the Blood Storm who turned to dark magics, first in defense of their home, and then because the promise of that dark power corrupted their minds. The dark mage Alekor Devishnille and the warlord Mar Rilthain. They say that Mar sacrificed his own children on the dark altar to prove his loyalty to his new master and that Alekor slaughtered whole villages to get the components for his dark rituals. They were the first t wear the dark trappings of Regulos, rallying others to work toward Telara's destruction. Their traditions and dark ways were passed down through the generations, even after Regulos had been banished. The Destroyer's followers have never ceased to haunt Telara. They have a been a shadow in courts of history's greatest civilizations, always waiting for the chance to return the world to their patron. Now and then, their dark covens have been rooted out, and everyone always seems so surprised at those that have been caught. Royals, dukes, great scholars, mothers, poor urchins, innocent travelers. All seemingly normal people going about their daily business, but when the cover of night masks all movement, they sneak in the shadows, fulfilling the will of their dark and terrible master. No matter how many times throughout history the cult has been ferreted out, culled, or hunted down, somehow their order always reemerges in time.

     Since the cracking of the Ward, the activity of the cultist have increased tenfold. The Endless Court seems to be in a frenzy, driven with new determination to bring as much death and destruction as they can to Telara. Worse, numbers within the cult have swelled with many fresh converts to Regulos's cause, willingly gifting their very souls to feed his insatiable desire for life. Many citizens have given up hope after witnessing the fall of the Mathosian Empire and the spread of darkness across the land.
     Everywhere the Endless Court go, corruption and death follows, and the Endless Court go everywhere. Always hungry for Sourcestone, there has been rumors that they have successfully captured Deepstrike Mines, one of the most plentiful mines on Mathosia.

     Behind every new machination, every new horrifying scheme and death-filled army of fervent followers, Alsbeth the Discordant is revealed. her plotting and wickedness knows no bounds and indeed, if she is not stopped, her plans to re-animate Aedraxis and return him to the mortal coil as the Avatar of Regulos will be successful.

     Regulos promises his followers eternal mastery of undeath, but will he keep his word or devour them whole instead once the world is his at last? Members of his Endless Court must embrace death to become a full member. Not the natural cycle of life, death, and decay, but the void of nihilistic hunger that cannot be filled. There is no room in the Destroyer's army for love or attachments in the mortal coil. In order to ensure this, initiates of the Court must capture and sacrifice the one they love most in the world. Only when love and hope and joy bleed out on the black stone is the Devourer convinced that the initiate is foolish enough to stuff the whole world down a dragon's gullet and jump down after.

     The world was yet young when Regulos came to Telara and his cult has festered in the dark places ever since. Mighty Titans, haughty elves, even the humblest of dwarven clerics could fall under the Destroyer's influence. While Aedraxis once led the Endless Court, Regulos's most famous and loyal follower hasn't been since or heard of since he unleashed the Shade on his unsuspecting kingdom. The Endless Court has always been here, a secret, death-worshipping society moving behind the most powerful thrones, corrupting, influencing, planting thoughts of evil and destruction in their wake. When a follower of Regulos dies, his will belongs completely to Regulos and he is re-animated as an undead minion with no will or strength of his own, nothing but a mindless husk to follow in the Destroyer's army.



References: This information is taken from that awesome old site of Rift's that had all the cool info and lore pages on stuff before it was removed, for reasons unknown (to me anyway) and replaced with the new, rather cold-looking site. I'm very saddened by the loss of such awesome and easily-accessible info and I hope maybe someday they will do something like that again!! :) In the meantime, here is the info, written in my own words, but still belonging to Trion and their awesome lore devs!

Monday, April 14, 2014

[Karazhan's Story] 2.11: Worth a Thousand Words

   "Ho the camp. I'm a friend." I said as I approached the watchtower where the Defiant men were located. It had taken a bit of effort to get through the sea of undead that milled around the tower, and I was a bit worn out from all the spells I'd used both against them and against Xalos earlier. Two men at the top of the half toppled tower leveled crossbows at me as I approached, suspicion and awe fighting for dominance in their expression. No doubt they couldn't believe I was able to get through the mass of undead unscathed. Well, one of them had managed to slice open my arm with a rusted sword, but that had all but healed by now and nothing but a thin line of blood gave any indication of the wound ever being there.

    "Who are you and what are you doing here?" Demanded one of the crossbowmen, giving me a hard stare. His companion nudged him and added, "And how'd you survive getting here too!" I hesitantly lowered my hands, feeling weary of keeping them in the air but not wanting to become a pincushion by my own allies out of fear.

    "As I said, I'm a friend. Have you a leader or a commanding officer I can speak to?" I offered this in a civil, calm tone, and the men finally lowered their weapons to my relief. They seemed reluctant to do so but when I offered no violence, they took that to mean I wasn't going to cause trouble. The first man nodded down below. "Yea, Optio Kerrick is in charge of our battalion. Or what's left of it anyway." He seemed saddened and bitter. In the shadow of the ruined tower, a few other men watched me curiously. Behind them, a tattered banner waved gently in the wind, proclaiming the colors and insignia of the Defiant legion. I waved a thanks at the lookout men and approached the legionnaires below. I could pick out their leader, Kerrick, easily by the officer's dress and his bearing. I bowed formally before him and he raised a thick eyebrow curiously.

     "My name is Karazhan Anthanos, a machine-born Ascended created by Sylver Valis. I'd like to offer my services here to help you with your....undead problem." I felt my lips quirked as a I said this. Not only was "undead problem" a bit of an understatement, but I had no doubt that being isolated way out here, they hadn't heard about the success at creating all powerful magitech beings yet. I watched as all the men stared at me open-mouthed and I wondered if I should mention that they all look like I'd hit them with a stun spell.

    "Great Sun! An Ascended!" Was the eloquent response my speech. I grinned openly and huffed out a low chuckle. "Yep, that's me." I replied, waving a dark skinned hand casually. They all stared some more. "Soooo, what is going on here? Why are the undead here in such numbers? And what is that?" I pointed at the dark forbidding castle in the backdrop as I said the last. As one, they all swiveled around to look where I pointed. Than Kerrick seemed to pull himself together, shaking off the dazed look. He still looked like a startled deer, but his military training was overriding that now.

     "Right! Am I glad you are here Karazhan. We have some serious and grim news. We've discovered a pretty damn big problem here, but those accursed undead won't let us through to warn General Catari and we've lost good men trying." I frowned. Grim news? I had a sinking feeling that it had something to do with Alsbeth. "Brianna here seems to be on to something for getting rid of those undead monstrosities, but she's also pointed out a few other things that don't bode well for Freemarch. Do you know who Jakub the Tyrant is?" I paused at this. Jakub....

    "Wasn't he the one who ruled over Freemarch unjustly years ago?" I replied slowly as I remembered talking to the gentle old nobleman at King's Retreat about Eliam and Freemarch. Kerrick nodded, looking proud that I knew Freemarch's past. "Yes, that's right. It wasn't until the common folk united under Eliam and attacked the Iron Fortress that Jakub was overthrown." He gestured behind him as he spoke and of course I realized that the giant black castle must be the Iron Fortress then. What a dark and evil name for a dark and evil castle. "The battle was bloody and grim," Kerrick continued, and I felt myself drawn into the story. "I'm ashamed to admit that those who participated on our side seemed to lose all concept of mercy and morality when fighting back against their oppressors, striking down even those who surrendered. The graves and the statue are all that is left to mark the final horrors of that battle. It's all that has remained, until recently..." He trailed off ominously and I felt a prickle of unease in my belly. Not to mention the picture he painted of those long ago people of Freemarch wasn't exactly the honorable, brave, and strong willed people I'd thought them to be. True, in battle one's blood became heated and you became lost to the craze and blood, but to slay even those who surrendered themselves? I could never condone such an action. What would make them do that? Was this Jakub that horrendous that letting even one of his ilk survive was too much to risk? I wish I knew what had happened. That might give us a clue as to why it seemed that this place was an interest to the planar creatures and to Alsbeth. As if reading my mind, Kerrick spoke again.

     "Brianna is our magitech expert." The woman in question blushed at the attention, but nodded. "She's devised some way of being able to see a few specific moments of history. Don't ask me how, I'm not savvy in that sort of thing. It's important that we can find out what happened on the day of the battle so we can see what these undead are looking for around here and maybe be more prepared for what's coming. But we can't get out to the damn field where the tyrant fell because of all these bloody zombies! Seeing as you had no trouble getting to us, do you think you'd be up to a little historical investigation?" He lifted and waggled an eyebrow, as if suggesting I'd like to go play a fun game. I snorted. True, the undead weren't a real threat to me, but it wasn't like I relished the idea of rushing into their midst and fending them off left and right. But on the other hand....I cursed my insatiable curiosity as I turned and regarded Brianna.

     "That actually sounds very tempting. How exactly does it work then? Do I need to do something specific?" I tried to keep the eagerness from my voice, but Brianna grinned at me, as if sensing a fellow scholar and knowledge seeker in me. Her voice, warm with the passion of her trade, drew me in.

     "Moments in time have an energy of their own. Important moments leave strong imprints on their surroundings across time and space. The more important the moment, the stronger the impression. Especially if violence or strong emotion was involved." I nodded when she paused to regard me, as if to make sure I was following. It made sense and followed along some of the same teachings and techniques I'd been taught in the temple. Brianna's smile grew as she finally found someone who actually understood what she said. "Meridian had issued us a special experimental machine called a Chronolink that can view brief, historically potent incidents in this area to  better understand what we are facing. That's the whole reason our battalion was out here in the first place actually. We'd received reports of increased interest in this area by the Endless Court and came to investigate. We were only given the device under the strict assurance that it wouldn't fall into enemy hands and that we'd record all data pertaining to its use so they can analyze it back in the city. Of course, now we're stuck out here and this thing's pretty much useless since we can't even safely use it!" She sighed as she bent and picked up a small circular object with little wires sticking out of it. It had a foldable stand attached to the bottom and a whole slew of lenses on a metal arm that extended out to the side. It was a very strange looking device, but I couldn't wait to try it out. To actually see a part of history, even a violent one? That would be something truly amazing!

    Both Brianna and Kerrick gazed at me hopefully. Well...I did offer to help didn't I? And they did say there working on a way to neutralize the undead so they could get back to their command unit. It wasn't my job to babysit or escort half a dozen grown soldiers, was it? And I felt it was my duty to discover what I could of what Alsbeth's plans were. Who was I kidding, I felt like a kid at Yule. I eagerly reached for the large device and found it much lighter then I expected. Maybe there was a charm on it or something?

    "Thank you...Karazhan was it? As much as I envy what you will see out there, I know I need to focus on getting rid of those undead. I had an idea to engineer a modified defense drone so that it will attack any undead and..." she walked off, muttering to herself and drawing several magitech paraphernalia to herself as she went. As interesting as her new project sounded, I couldn't wait to try out this Chronolink.

     Kerrick placed a hand on my arm and gave me a concerned look. "Just be careful okay?" He said gravely. "No heroics, and don't go getting distracted by this shiny gadget that you let the undead sneak up on you. Who knows what they'll make of you running around in the Mire." I have him a firm head bob, feeling warmed by his obvious concern. "Thanks, I'll be careful." I replied, holding the Chronolink close. "Oh...was there any specific place I should activate this thing, or just at random intervals?" I glanced out at the mire, as if I could find the most potent historical spots just by staring hard enough. Kerrick blinked and cocked his head.

    "Oh, I hadn't thought of that. Hey Brianna!" He yelled loudly and the woman popped her head up from a great pile of glowing sourcestone and magitech. She shielded her eyes against the sun. "Yes sir?" She called back, then walked over when he beckoned.
     "The lady here would like to know if there is any specific spot you want this thing planted." Kerrick said. I felt my eyes crinkle at his address. Lady. I liked it. Brianna frowned thoughtfully, and scratched her nose, leaving a smudge of oil behind. "Well, me and Dell discussed where the focal points of the battle were likely at. Of course, it's hard to say. It was a chaotic time, back than, and no one really kept records of the battle, or where Jakub actually fell. But here." She drew a faded piece of parchment out of a belt pouch and handed it over. I took it and unfolded it, instantly recognizing a detailed, but unprofessional map of the immediate area surrounding the Iron Fortress. Several little red circles stood out starkly against the faded black ink of the rest of the map and I nodded in understanding. Brianna waved again and eagerly jogged back over to her pile of parts. Remembering the orb of charged sourcestone I'd taken from Xalos's body, I walked over and handed the glowing orb to her. Brianna's eyes lit up with awe and she carefully took the tiny powercell from me.

     "Wow! Thanks Karazhan. This has amazing power in it. Where did you get it? Wait never mind, I don't want to know. Knowing you, it was somewhere scary." She laughed, a soft warm sound, and gently placed the plane-touched stone down next to a pile of weaker stones. She treated the sourcestone with the respect it deserved, which was good enough for me. I refolded the Chronolink map and slipped it into a pocket of my Defiant robes, making an absent note to see about finding myself some proper attire while I was out looking for a weapon, and stared thoughtfully into the mire. I wonder what information I'd learn from watching the Chronolink. Would it change how I felt about Freemarch being a new home for me? I hoped not. I also hoped that I could learn something about this Alsbeth that kept popping up everywhere and maybe a way to finally pin her down for some answers on why she betrayed Port Scion and joined Regulos. Oh yeah, and put a stop to her plotting too of course.

      The Scarred Mire definitely lived up to its name. I wrinkled my nose at the dead, lifeless expanse of field before me. What a waste. The grass crunched beneath my feet as if it had been frozen, and the air felt lifeless, like the undead abominations that seemed to infest the mire. As I meandered through the mire, with the occasional glance at my map, I noticed odd little magitech devices cleverly hidden among the rocks and tall grasses. By now I could easily recognize defense mechanisms that had no doubt been placed there by the occupying Defiant forces. But why weren't they firing at the myriad undead that were loitering in the Mire? I stopped to consider one such device and was quite proud when I was able to figure out what was wrong and correct the anomaly. After I'd attuned the device properly, it immediately emitted a bright red beam of light that pierced through the nearby undead shambling creatures. I only hope that their souls have moved on and found peace in the Soulstream and haven't been tethered to this horrible half life.
     I veered to the left where the map indicated, and quickly found the monument that was mentioned. I studied the large stone statue with interest. It was fascinating to actually see a piece of history with your own eyes. I could practically feel the importance of the day it was erected. I couldn't wait to activate the chronolink and actually watch the event happen!

     The statue represented a man in full armor bearing a sword and a large shield full of arrows. Another arrow pierced the stone man's leg. The statue was weathered and pitted, and there was no plaque or identifying feature, but I just knew this was a likeness of Eliam. It was just a bit sad that the statue was way out here in the middle of nowhere, and behind all these lines of undead. I think something should be erected in a more protected and populated area so the citizens of Freemarch could pay their respects. They were a people who valued their freedom after all, and Eliam was literally their savior from oppression. I knelt in polite reverence as I placed the chronolink. I pressed the little silver button to turn it on, and stepped back cautiously. With machinery it never hurt to err on the side of caution. Two metal bands began twirling around the central sourcestone power core and it emitted a gentle hum. I kept my eyes on the device, but also kept my magic senses aware of the area around me, since I wasn't exactly in friendly territory. Thankfully the defensive devices I'd activated were still doing their job shooting down any unwary undead who ventured too closely. Serves them right!

    Transparent shapes slowly came into view, shimmery and wavering, as if unstable. Well that stands to reason, this was a prototype experiment after all. I was just surprised it had worked at all. The shapes became more distinct and I recognized the man wearing the same armor as the statue. Eliam. The other being had to be Jakub in dark, sinister looking armor that obviously portrayed him as the "bad guy" in this scenario. How cliché. I snickered.

     March Warden Eliam pointed his sword at his foe. "You're reign ends here, Jakub!" His voice was tinny, echoing, and....odd, coming from the device. I took a few steps closer to hear properly. I definitely didn't want to miss this. The other figure, Jakub, scoffed. "I should have killed you long ago, Eliam!" Then the two closed in battle, and I watched in fascination as a mini dance of swords and wits played out before me. I felt myself cringe a few times when Jakub landed blows against Eliam and I felt a bit foolish for wanting to help him, even though this battle had taken place long ago. The two began to tire. Eliam thrust his sword at the sky and cried, "Gods grant me the power to defeat this evil!" A bright golden light seemed to bathe his ghostly figure, and Jakub shrank back from it. "What sorcery is this?!" He exclaimed in horror as Eliam's simulacrum struck true, slaying the tyrant. I cringed, and shifted. It just didn't sit right with me to watch someone's death, even a villain who deserved it. Eliam stood over his foe, sword pointed down, and said "At last, the March is truly free." Shortly after, the figures faded from view and I blinked, realizing the vision, or experience, or whatever it was, had ended. That was definitely interesting! But I knew there had to be more to the story. I suppose that explains why they wanted me to witness another vision at a different location. Where was this one, then? I eyed the map, than glanced around. It looked like it was...in a crypt? How pleasant. I'm not overly fond of graveyards. I wonder how well the chronolink took to modifications? Perhaps they would let me tinker with it. Imagine if I could see events surrounding the exodus from the Isles! I might even find out what happened to my family. I shook my head ruefully. Despite my determination to start anew and put the past behind me, it was hard to forget my previous life.

     As I left Eliam's statue behind, I patted the darkened stone and whispered, "May the Spirits watch over you in the afterlife," and it made me feel a little better. The second location was actually a bit out of the way, inside a little niche in the walls surrounding Jakub's old keep. Great, a graveyard for his people. In fact, from what the markings on the map indicate, I was to activate the chronolink at the grave of Jakub himself. I won't lie, I definitely felt a bit uneasy entering such an unhallowed place. The air felt heavy with death magic. Powerful, necromantic death magic. That can't be good. I had a sinking feeling I already knew what had happened here, but I walked up to the large, darkened crypt that was supposed to house Jakub. The grate across the tomb was broken and thrown to one side, and it looked recent. I quested outward with my magic, trying to sense any threat nearby, but it seemed the place was empty now. Uneasily, I set down the chronolink, quickly pressed the silver dial, and stepped back. No lingering here. And I had no desire to show respect for Jakub.
     At first, nothing happened, and I absently rubbed my arms as I waited, wanting to get it over with so I could just leave. The longer I was here, the more jittery I felt. Suddenly, I saw a flash of red and spun around, already calling up a spell of air and water, which died on my tongue when I recognized the shimmery look of the chronolink vision. This was actually a person I recognized instantly, without having to guess. It was that wretched backstabbing woman, Alsbeth! Somehow I couldn't find it in myself to even feel surprised at her appearance. Of course she'd be involved with this. The image of Alsbeth lifted up her staff. Her voice, dark and cold, made me jump when she spoke. "Arise, Jakub the Warlord. Regulos has need of you!" She began chanting a strange spell that I wasn't familiar with but which was definitely dark magic. She sliced her palm and held it out. Blackish mist seeped up from the ground where the blood fell, coalescing into a tall humanoid shape wearing dark, sinister looking armor and carrying a long sword. The same figure I'd seen fighting Eliam in the previous vision. I gaped. She wouldn't....

    "This new life, that I have granted you, has a price, Tyrant. Welcome to your rebirth." Sure enough, the black smoke quickly solidified, taking on the appearance of Jakub the Tyrant, but not as he was. The man was now nothing more than a skeletal remnant of his former glory, looking more like the shambling shells that wandered the Mire than the man he once was. "I live again!" He roared, shaking his sword triumphantly. He shambled up to Alsbeth and I wondered idly if he was going to attack her. Would serve her right, meddling in necromancy. Instead, he swiftly knelt on one knee and offered his sword to the red-robed woman. "I offer my services to the mighty Regulos and to you, Alsbeth!" He then stood and they both walked out of the tiny graveyard. Alsbeth's parting shot left me feeling cold. "Come, we must discuss the future of your realm."
     After the vision faded and the real world intruded in upon me again, I still stood there staring. This was bad news indeed! I snatched up the chronolink, stuffing it in my pack as I ran back through the Mire, barely able to keep my balance on the uneven ground, but knowing I needed to warn the Defiants. The sooner they heard this news, the faster they could track down and stop both Jakub and Alsbeth. The Legionnaires gave me questioning glances as I ran back into the Mire camp, but I ignored them, stopping in front of Brianna. Quickly, once I'd gotten my breath back, I explained everything I'd seen. It took a bit longer then I thought, since I kept getting distracted by the details I'd seen, and by her eager questions. As I spoke, I handed over the chronolink, a bit reluctantly. I would love to have one of my own someday.

     "The scene at Eliam's Monument is one with which most of us in the March are familiar with," Brianna said gravely. "But the other is grave news indeed. Reports have led us to believe that Alsbeth is the mastermind of the invasion of Freemarch. It now seems that she is planning on resurrecting Jakub and his army to further ensure victory." I nodded in agreement.

     "I thought as much myself." I admitted. "We need to let command know as soon as possible. You'll send a courier right? Someone who can make it safely to the Defiant leaders and let them know all that's going on?" I gestured around me as emphasis. It was imperative that the Defiant leaders focus their efforts into locating Alsbeth and Jakub. Legionnair Brianna nodded. "Yes, we do. Unfortunately, we have no one to spare here. We are just a small outpost and we simply cannot afford to lose even one man. If the undead spawn find out we are weakened, they could overwhelm us. I think you should go yourself and alert the Defiant High command in Meridian. You have firsthand knowledge, and of all of us, you would have the best chance of surviving, not to mention with your status as Ascended, you would be admitted to an officer right away, if not Asha Catari herself." Brianna nodded vigorously the longer she spoke, and I nodded as well. It made sense. Besides, this was the opportunity I was waiting for to finally see the famed Meridian. I couldn't help the delighted grin that spread across my face, and Brianna grinned back, knowing what I was excited for.

     "Ask for Asha Catari directly when you arrive. She oversees all of our operations and coordinates efforts of those in the field. She'll be able to make the best use of your information immediately." I nodded. I'd already intended to tell Asha myself. I felt a thrill at finally meeting the famous Defiant general that had defied Regulos twice. She was like a hero to me. So brave and selfless. Definitely someone I could easily admire. Unlike that rat, Alsbeth. Despite the gravity behind my task, I felt almost giddy as I turned and put the Mire behind me. I couldn't wait to visit Meridian for so many reasons! And maybe I could find a good price for the various objects I'd gathered on my travels and have enough coin to buy myself some actual mage-crafted robes. Of course, I'd always preferred stitching and spelling my own vestments, but I wasn't familiar enough with the land, its materials, and its prices. Not to mention I just felt like I haven't had the time to sit down and actually do anything yet, other than that brief and enjoyable time at the Kelari refuge. I was definitely going to have to visit my new friends there again at some point. After I'd helped Asha beat up Alsbeth. Again...

     I kept my eyes glued on the distant spires and rooftops of majestic Meridian as I made my way there. It was actually quite a distance from where I'd been in the Mire, deceiving me into thinking it was closer then it was. I'd been so excited to actually visit the city that I hadn't quite thought about how far away it was. So unfortunately, I found it getting dark before I'd reached the main road that led into the city's outskirts. Reluctantly, I slowed my fast pace and began looking for a spot to safely camp for the night. A large tree backed against a cliff did the trick and I smiled as I used the method I'd been taught at the Kelari refuge to make a fire and heat the leftover smoked fish. That was the last of it though, so I made a mental note to myself to try my luck at catching some more the next time I came across running water. In fact, all my provisions were running low, so it was good I was visiting Meridian tomorrow. Ruefully, I counted out my silver coin, and found it wasn't nearly as much as I hoped. Oh well, couldn't be helped. I could only hope that being Ascended meant something even in such a large city as Meridian and I could get some good deals on supplies and armors. Apparently being Ascended didn't exclude me from the inconveniences of living, including eating, drinking, and doing my "lady's business". 
     The night sounds were still something I wasn't used to, so I slept restlessly, half expecting some nightmarish creature to descend on my unprotected camp and try to eat me alive in the middle of the night. By morning I was stiff and feeling irritable.